Look how awful this cover is

seriously on levels of ugliness, and not making any sense this is a pretty dam good winner.

Its just horrendously ugly my taste seems to have been warn out, dam you illustrated book. How can make it look more like this.

Well now I've got to explain this!

I am going to get soo judged for this, I mean I've created something which looks like it took about half an hour to create, and no effort to think of the concept. Just the first thing which came to mind. Unfortunately this is not the case. If it where I start again, and produce something which doesn't rely on Ariel so much, and doesn't look so dated. However surprising as it might seem, the concept alone took me about a day, and although the actual making of this wouldn't take very long if you knew exactly what you were going to do once you started making it. I didn't know, so positioning has take quite a few hours I can tell. And now how do I explain this. I don't think this is what they wanted us to produce, Its not very illustrative, it doesn't work without the text. How am I going to explain this away without sever judgement for not doing what expected, and making something which relies on the viewer liking the colour red too much.

I really should probably

sometime soon, maybe, probably, now.
Hear is work I know its not clear what it is, and doesn't necessarily work but I enjoyed making it. I moved all the book, or almost all of them, which I have in falmouth from my room to the kitchen, and then back again. Now what more could you ask for to do at 7 in the morning.

I haven't been bored today!

I haven't been bored, I'm working hard, and thinking of creative things, Okay I give in I took a picture and then put some triangles on it as I thought it would make it seem arty.
I think that could well have been a fail!

I wanted to make something beautiful!

I'm not sure, or I mean, I don't think that was achieved, but I still kinda like. It shows me even if I am a fraud, I can still create something without drawing, or photoshop.

When are they going to relise I'm a fraud?

Seasonal music at the Eden project. That was a fun project.

As you can see I didn't do very well, but I think I dazzled the tutor by my ability to blow ink and use photoshop. There going to relise soon, I'm sure of it, that I'm an illustrator who can't draw, or not an illustrator. Someone trying to be an illustrator who can't draw. Thats never going to work. 

I can use photoshop yes, I can maybe put together an image. Maybe? I'm still evaluating myself about this. But thats something you can learn, anyone can learn. 

I'm basically doing a degree in drawing, and I can't even do that, this is scary. I wonder what will happen when the find out that I'm a complete impostor, someone who acts the role of a confident image making machine, whilst really there only talent is manipulation.

I mean of images, I've never been very good at lying, just hedging the subject until I'm asked directly.

Hello blog

I haven't done this for a while, its just general neglect really, I really should pay more attention to my poor dying blog. I just don't know what to put on here. This is meant to be an art blog, yet I haven't posted anything on it since June. Should I post something now, its not like since I started uni theres anything I'm terribly proud of, and want to show to the world.
Oh for those people who read this and aren't aware that I'm now in Falmouth learning how to be an illustrator. 
I'm now in Falmouth leaning how to be an illustrator.
I don't know who doesn't know that but I though I should clarify things. 

Well although I hate this I feel my mother would like to see what I'm doing, this is phobia of flying, yer I know its a bit rubbish isn't it.