Friday, 30 April 2010

If one more person tells me at least you've got Norwich

I will beat them to death with whatever I need to, wether it be my bare fists, fire extinguisher, or a nearby pole. You know what I don't care, just as long as they get the message not to tell me that at least I have one offer at the place which I didn't really want to go to in the first place, and I only chose it because it had a nice website. The thing is I don't even know why I'm so upset, I didn't even want to go to fucking Falmouth, I just seem to be venting all the emotions which I didn't express with my last three rejections, to places I actually wanted to go to into this one. Why can't I just be normal, and not completely over react. And now the ridicules thing is I don't even know how to react. What do I do, congratulate the people who beat me to it, who were perceived better than me, even though inside its really ripping me to shreds, or let my feelings be know, let it out that for some unbeknown reason I'm actually upset about this.

Oh well this is going to be a fun three days isn't it.